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From: evilk3fka
Date: Sun Apr 27, 2003 9:31pm
Subject: OT: Random Teenage Angst
Well, not actually all that random... This'll sound like rubbish, and
pointless rubbish at that, but I need somewhere to offload this :-) If you've
seen it before, shhhh.. I'm not him! If you get easily bored, stop reading
now!
I've 'loved' (what I can only describe as love, anyway) this girl for a long
time now, call her X. I long to be with her, I have a sort of emotional link
with her, when she's upset, no matter how petty the cause, I also feel upset,
when she's happy, I feel happy. When I'm not with her, I feel hopelessly
depressed, but when I am with her I feel elated, happier than anywhen else.
But one or two of my friends insist I am going off her gradually, liking her
less and less. They won't accept that I feel I still love her, in fact love
her more every day! I remain convinced that I am not, and anyone who says so
hasn't come up with any reasons other than something like "That's just what I
see", which doesn't convince me at all...
But, I have noticed that the way I feel has changed. I have felt feelings
like lust, attraction and obsession in my time, as has everyone. I think i
can safely say that a long time ago, I was merely obsessed with this girl, I
didn't feel bad when she was gone, I didn't particularily enjoy her company,
no more than that of any of my other friends. But now I can't stand the fact
that I only get to spend time with her two or three times a week, I don't
know what to do with myself.
I want to tell her but I dunno how. Gimme help before I explode with a loud
POP and a messy redecoration of wherever I happen to be :-D
I have no idea if any of that at all is what it should be... I didn't read
through it.. But I feel better now. Thanks :-D
Joe
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